Nothing much has been happening lately, but i just felt like blogging something out of boredom.
Uni is starting soon, yet they still havnt processed my past credits for Japanese causing that i cant enrol in the unit....NTS:should call up soon to check up on that and sort it out soon. 
Had a dream last night, bumped into momo again when he's in yukata and ended up board gaming it  together with another friend n lan, awkward i know i wonder how i got there. Place was set in Beijing, n somehow yap was in there :S oh wells, stuffed up dream it was i guess.
Massive breakdown right now,after the call with mq, Mq's system is so fucked up, up to the point that i cant even enrol into somthing i want where i handed in all the forms required then hearing their excuses of why it wasnt processed. And so much for 'wow we have a pile of them to do, its like a fucking mountain!' so what? that's your job, or else why'd the unis pay you to do that for.

Well, well, that just ruined my mood for today....updates later

~Dee.Jayy~

looking out the train window at twilight
seeing the silhouettes of the trees and houses
street lights being turned on one by one
listening to my favourite music

........and thinking of you,smiling

its such a nice sight, although abit lonesome with a tint of sadness
but my heart is still warm

reading through mx, thinking whether i should leave you a message
maybe one day you'll see my words on there and remember who i am

its a cute feeling when i saw you again
being happy is the most important thing i guess

i dont trust myself to handle these type of feelings anymore
but i thank you for making my day, with happiness and joy <3

I.M.Y. 葛葛

~Dee.Jayy~

每个人都有每个人的不同
活在自己不完美的世界里
或许不是我们自己的错
真的不是我们的过错
只不过是无可奈何
而作出的决定

也许我们只不过是路人甲
我们很在乎
那些主角可能不会发现
发现我们每个人自己的伤痛
很想去相信 去信任
不想离开baby时的单纯
过多的黑暗笼罩了自我
让真正的自己释放出来好像变成了一种罪过

有了别人的陪伴但还是觉得自己是孤身一人
污浊的世界给我们每个个体添加了不必要的混乱
让我们变得自私  自利
本来可以拥有的友情
到头来只剩下了卑鄙的伎俩
不管是谁最终还是一个人
因为没有人可能背叛自己

本身单纯 变质 而后复杂的人类

~Dee.Jayy~

两年多了，我一直以为自己追随着对的思想
但看来我错了，我一开始就错了
我一开始就不该和你相识
就算相识了也不该给你机会
给了你机会也不能让自己爱上你
爱上了你我却忘不掉

我从来都没有得到过任何完美的事物
没得到过完美的事业
没有过完美的技巧
没有过完美的能力
就连你完美的爱我都没有资格得到
就算我对你百分百的付出
我得到的也还是空空如也

七百三十天的约定
多么可笑的约定
来者不拒可以得到我想要的那个人么？
我的红线
和谁的小指连系着

我会和谁在一起
未知的谜

对过去说再见
对你说再见

不知还要不要对未来抱有任何希望
我只能等待

~Dee.Jayy~

伱给过硪伱的纯真

让硪教伱怎样去长大

硪曾经拥有伱那一尘不染的愛

也不用去担心在硪之前伱属于谁

伱给了硪那么一个机会

好让伱自己记住刻骨铭心的那一次

事过变迁 硪们都变了

但是

愛着愛过硪的那个伱

硪不后悔　

伱值得

~Dee.Jayy~